Im Back! So... lets talk OC's!!

okay, ive been gone for a while.. i know... so what? its my blog... :p
I just wanna post my OC's drawing so i dont have to describe them.. its HARD!!! :(

So theres Rei: The Main Chara... or a.k.a Camyrn
Claire's another chara i made..And T.Q. is the guy These two are crushing HARD on :P
i NEED this for FF.net :D

Lost

Losing someone thats been there for you from the day u breathed the sweet air of life.. Till the time opened your eyes to a brand new world and the time you said your first word..
By losing them.. You can be scared for life.. As in not letting anyone by your side again cause you might feel the nostalgic pain of losing someone dear to you..
But you must understand that other people feel the samr way sometimes.. We cannot escape our death.. Its a part of life.. Buy we must not lose hope just because of that..
There are friends to lean on and family to hold on to..

So dont let the wound be deeper everyday for the rest of your life..
Live on for the sakes of who has passed on..
Become part of the people who will make the world a much better place for the sakes of those who will be born.. Its the only way..

And when our timw has come to go. We will welcome it with arm wide open..


~for one of my friends and some of my friends who might feel like this.. Please have faith :)

Horribly Lovely Day

Let see.. The day that God bring me today was a bit interesting :)
I mean let see.. I coudnt even concentrate on my first and second period because of Geography..
And the fact that i just heard that my teacher actually read minds!! @_@

And the fact that one of my friend has a bit of a fix up today... And did i mention that i got my eyes all buldy this morning cause i studied Geography for like.. I dunno.. 5 HOURS?!?!?
Totally the most wacky yet normal day..
And my ears are still ringing because in math, I sat between Two of the most loud combination girls in the class :)) Or so ive heard :P
No offence to whoever i just mentioned :D
Thingking that Ghost whisperer was a kid movie.. Guess i was wrong.. cause i became attached to it when i watched this episode about a little girl ghost who got issues with her brother.. and thats what hame her like.. hm.. Dead?? Weird? I dont thnk so :P

Well gonna enjoy the rest of the day, until the sun sets, then its back to the books for me.. T.T..

Idiot Girl T.T

Its not fun if your the most idiot gurl in the class you know..
Like me for example.. Its totally bringing me down on my knees..
I need to study a little harder than i usually do..
Even tohugh its totally impossible for me NOT to goof-off :D
I mean.. have u seen me? Im like totally the most easy person to get distracted from something.Well thats what i think i guess... not really full of myself am i?
Not like other people... :P
Anyways.. This is a note to myself to get better grades.. and by that. I mean REALLY studying.. atleast one hour a day about any subject at all..
Cause if I dont pass UN which im hoping i WOULD pass *amin*
I need to do it with blood and tears :D :D :D
Okay.. the blood thing was a little lie.. but it could happen.. Even asi type this.. im holding my Religion Text book so i can study :D :D
Woah.. this IS a improvement!! JUST YOU WAIT!! IM GONNA GET A NEW LAPTOP FOR SURE!!! XD
(but its not like i dont like my laptop now.. its just that it has lots of probs.. and i dont like that.)

Pieceeee!! ~~~~

American Chocolate...

WOah... i just love these CHOCOLATES !!!
I mean theyre totally diffrent... i mean.. REALLY... I love The face that i can actually taste these wonders of heaven.. Mostly love Reese's Peanut Butter Cup, Milk Duds, Almost ALL Hershey's Chocolates and Ofcourse Mily Way :D There are ALOT of them i love and totally miss eating right now..
Should have Buyed a WHOLE box full of it just to last the month or maybe half a year..
Cause these chocolates are totally expensive and hard to EVER find here...
Unless we order it from someone who IS in places :D :D :D :D :D :P
But if i think that this is awesome.. I REALLY wanna try those bon-bons.. Never tasted one though.. I want to taste CHOCOLATE MANIAAAA!! :)) i mean like.. almost all of the most cutest and Tastey-est chocolate evaaaaaaa!!!!! >:)
Thinking of a plan to actually go to the U.S. or atleast Singapure.. and buy a WHOLE CRATE OF CHOCOLATES!! Good plan :)) YEAH RIIIIGGGHHHHTTTT :))
well i better keep on dreaming and study hard...
Cause my report card wasnt as tastey as these chocolates... =.=
I was totally thinking that im done for.. But not anymore :D
Byeeee ~~~~~~~~~

H?

Just gonna post this post cause i wanna see if one of the gadgets worked :P

22 Oct 2010

Today seemed like it was going well..
The smiles on everyones faces...
The sun was shining ...
I was in a good mood...
How can i ask for more than this?
I mean i got everything i wanted.. i go to school..
i have the best friends..
But my family problems dont go away..
Right now the tears wont stop flowing down my cheeks...
why does this keep happening?
The time when i thought it might go well..
I came back to the Dark Hell part of my life..
And i cant do anything to stop it..
No one can help me... :(