im lonely......
i have 2 sides.......
dark....and light....peppy or deep.......
even thoe i have lots of friends ....and they all are nice...friendly to me....
but why do i feel that im sooo far away from all these people.....
even thoe im in a crowded room.....i fell as if no one was even there....a lonely house....
full of people.....i just cant feel the crowdedness.......i feel.....alone...
im glad i have sooooo many friends.....but its...just that i still feel lonely....
and my light always says : all of my friends are there and even if there far away....there still
my friends! dont worry...
and my dark always says : i know there our friends but why do i feel like they dont like me....
what if they hate me....maybe we did something wrong...
thats how i feel every day....confused.....so.....i still feel confused even now...
even how many years has past....i still feel that way....
