Dear Journal,
today, I was really thinking.. Why do i suddenly kinda feel tir3d of school?
Is it because... I feel almost left out from my friends?
Or.. No.. Well i dont know why actually.. :(
And though ive been feeling really confident that is hould be happy for what i have now.. And im not saying that im not gratefull to GOD for all i have now... Its just that i felt weird these past few days.. :-?
And Ive also been thinking that i might not be the Funny Chara, of maybe the Admirable girl.. of maybethe smart one... or even the nice and shy type.. I dont know what i am.. But i am Me... and im glad i know one thing now..
Im just soo confused on my goal in life.. I guess im a little to young to be thinking that.. But still.. Im sooo scared of whats going to become of me..
But still... IM just gonna live on with my life..
And keep these things locked up in me.. Its not like my family will understand what im going through. they might think its no big deal... but i dont like going through everyday feeling like this.. :( Maybe its cause ive been watching sad animes for these past few days :)) But i hope i get over it soon :)
And speaking of my family.. Every one is too busy with their own live
s to realize one another... but i guess thats fine then them caring too much.. and getting into my personal business
*Man.. Do i sound like a bad person? Well.. To me.. i think i kinda do that time... *
Owh well.. I hope i get over it!! I really dont like feeling like thisss!! :(
